xing(4) fu(2), bu(4) zhi(3) yi(4) zhong(3)

I feel bliss.

I see no reason for unhappiness, upsetting emotions and irritations.

There are definitely more than one type of bliss.

Yeah! I've got a belated birthday party from Chyuan, Jac, Zs and yk. Feel so happy. Everytime the surprise comes it makes me feel really lucky. Thank you so much! And I love the cake.

Everytime when I feel so down, my friends are always here for me. I wonder why I never notice that before but I bet it's not the first. I know I'm always becoming sad and everytime i'm saved by the concern of my friends. It's really just how bliss can come from many places.

My friends, I'll try to be your source of bliss :)

what's happening to me?

Why do I feel upset whenever I see your name?
It's not like you said anything to make me cry.
Perhaps that's why.

Why do I not have faith that I would get a reply?
It's not like you don't answer my calls.
Except they are are one word answers.

I need air, I can't breathe
Guess you're my air
and you're just not there

Perhaps I'm the one not there

Photograph

PhotographLook at this photograph Every time I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red And what the hell is on Joey’s head This is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we ever went without The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out And this is where I went to school Most of the time had better things to do Criminal record says I broke in twice I must’ve done it half a dozen times I wonder if it’s too late Should I go back and try to graduate Life's better now than it was back then If I was them I wouldn't let me in Oh, god I... Every memory of lookin’ out the back door I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It’s hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Every memory of walkin’ out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was lookin’ for It’s hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Remember the old arcade Blew every dollar that we ever made The cops hated us hangin' out They said somebody went and burnt it down We used to listen to the radio And sing along with every song we’d know We said someday we’d find out how it feels To sing to more than just the steering wheel Kim's the first girl I kissed I was so nervous that I nearly missed She’s had a couple of kids since then I haven’t seen her since God knows when Oh, god I... Every memory of lookin’ out the back door I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It’s hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Every memory of walkin’ out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was lookin’ for It’s hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye I miss that town, I miss the faces You can’t erase, you can’t replace it I miss it now, I can’t believe it So hard to stay, too hard to leave it If I could relive those days I know the one thing that would never change Every memory of lookin’ out the back door I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It’s hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Every memory of walkin’ out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was lookin' for It’s hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Look at this photograph Every time I do it makes me laugh Every time I do it makes me...

The lyrics of Nickleback's song. All gratitude to it. I cried like mad.

Actually it was 'Far Away' too.

Why am i hanging on?
*laughs till she cries*

??...

Feel so blissed. Sean came back from Sg with a set of speakers for me. All thanks to Sister, Rina, Dylan and Sean! Feel so happy la... cos it's very cool looking black speakers! Haha... make me feel so happy hahah... now i can listen to my instrumentals and chn sad songs. Haha :)

Note to Hui hui Jing

HuiJing!!! Why do I feel that you are reading my archives??? Whahahah~ although I’m happy that you are like wanting to know me better la *blush* but… I don’t think my entries are that interesting right? Kidding la~ hey but seriously speaking, if you have secrets to tell me huh, must tell me that it’s a secret leh, if not I’ll tell other people… I had a friend who once said that SN gals are Loudhailers. Guess I’m a typical SN gal!

New day resolution!

I wanna be punctual!

After so many months of being late perpetually... I have finally see the impact of what being late can affect how other people view you and how it can affect one's mentality. It's damaging.

Anyway, went out with huey chyuan and jac for lunch today. I really wanted them to try the beancurd and eggtart so insisted on making them eat it. Maybe not very nice when the food is cold... =( Shall not try so hard next time.

Anyway was rather happy today cos Shaun was with us for the dim sum and we went to Utopia for bubbletea. I just realised Shaun is really really very nice. Hmmm.... he has always been nice... he's nice enough to offer to pay, in fact wanted to treat us. But he did not managed to treat Huey Chyuan and Jac because they returned it to him... so funny, when they tried to return him the money, he said that nevermind, since he got the money from his mother. They both replied that because it's his mum's money and they dunno her, they are even more paiseh! So funny...

Went around with Shaun to look for the rash powder that his gf's mum wanted but couldnt find it. Went around to look for his gf's present but couldnt get nice ones too... By the time we realise that we can't find much in city, it was already 5 and the entire place has dimed. Hmmm feel quite bad that I din help much... but then he still bought me water... so nice of him... His mum also very nice. Anyway I still think that Shaun's cute. Hmmm... guess not everyone has the same taste though...

How... see other people think about their gf I'll think of my dear... miss him like crazy already...
Watever...
Shall go study my med micro...

PoOk!